Eggs, shots and rock n roll

Monday, April 17, 2006

One year ago

One year ago I started my last cycle, the one that would give us Félix. One year ago, I was very depressed, I had no hope and no strength left. I had a real hard time picking myself up after each failed cycle. I was still trying, because I wanted to be doing 'something' until I would have my laparoscopy and ovarian drilling. That's what kept me going. There was still something we hadn't tried.

One year ago, I took my last pills of Femara, I did my last bbt chart, I peed on my last ovulation tests. I would be going through my last two week wait.

One year ago, my life was about to change forever, and I didn't know it yet. I was about to decide to stay positive no matter what. I was about to feel very light and liberated, and I would soon learn why.

One year ago, our lives took a different road. One we didn't know was in our future. The road to parenthood and to happiness as a family.

3 comment(s):

Kiwi girl, I found your blog again, I have been such a terrible buddy. Its been painful you know, Felix is absoloutely adorable hon. Congrats again, your writing is as always so amazing.

By Blogger TraceyF, at 1:57 PM  

In the infertility world, there are so many milestone events and anniversaries, and sadly, most of them are painful reminders of what we don't have and desperately want. I loved reading this post, because it reminded me that there are some positive, wonderful milestones as well.

By Blogger Ornery, at 10:54 PM  

I am inspired.
I know I gotta hang on. Keep faith & imagine where my life could be this time next year.
Thanks Kiwi xxxx

By Blogger Mony, at 11:02 AM  

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